Loneliness...the word itself gives a sad and negative feeling, I may agree up to a certain limit. Of all the feelings I have experienced, the one which crushes your soul, mind and body together is loneliness.This feeling often has left me wonder why after having so many so called friends and relatives loneliness comes to me too?I have wondered about this initially but I guess we may wish people to understand us the way we are and the way we want which often doesn't happen and this leads us to disbelieve people. People often want us to be like the way they expect and when we cant adjust to that obviously loneliness follows.
When you face problems in life and you find that you face it alone, the loneliness increases.No friendship or no relation can help there unless you find someone who can truly understand you. But loneliness increases if you miss that person from your life.The physical absence of meaningful people in life, this is how I would like to define loneliness here.The loss of a significant person in one's life will typically initiate a grief response; in this situation, one might feel lonely, even while in the company of others. How we feel like someone is talking and we listen to that but our loneliness is so big that we don't even remember a single word after that, hope the speaker forgives us.
I remember walking a few miles while in loneliness, I couldn't remember a single person I met then. When I see happy people it increases the loneliness I have.The cool air on my face increases the heat I have in my body, like oil poured in to a flame of fire.The pain that is placed in the heart makes the heart, the body and mind heavy, without emotions or too much of emotions that ma lead to a break down.
Loneliness and the suppressed tension it brings may lead to many health problems, still loneliness has its beauty;you understand the true worth of people and your talents and weakness.May be that's why I love my loneliness though it hurts me like anything; like a pregnant mother loves the child in her womb though she suffers the pain of a lifetime
