What is the happiest age for a person?

What is the happiest age for a person?

Monday, December 3, 2012

Parithranakanam Eesho poruka lyrics

Parithranakanam Eesho poruka
Mama maanasa poovadiyil poruka
Divya snehagni veeshi ennil vazhuka
Sura deepthi chindi ennum vazhuka


Parithranakanam Eesho poruka
Mama maanasa poovadiyil poruka
Divya snehagni veeshi ennil vazhuka
Sura deepthi chindi ennum vazhuka

Mulmudi choodi,ponkurishu enthi
Calvery aeriya nadaaa
Nin meni pilarnnu, chora ozhuki
Nara raksha nediya kadha orthu
Sura Peeyusham ennum enikku ekuka
Nava jeevithathin pathaye kaatuka

Divya snehagni veeshi ennil vazhuka
Sura deepthi chindi ennum vazhuka

Poovaniyum thava poovanam athine
Puthu mulla ayi njaan theernidivaan
Paarinu bhavuka deepavumayi
Minnunna ninne kandiduvaan
Varamekidane Yesu nayaka
Mama manasathil veena meetum gaayaka

Divya snehagni veeshi ennil vazhuka
Sura deepthi chindi ennum vazhuka




Sunday, December 2, 2012

Moksha Rajyathil song lyrics (St.Alphonsa song)

Moksha Rajyathil Ninnu ezhunnalli
Nee Varenam en daivakumara, daivakumara

Moksha Rajyathil Ninnu ezhunnalli
Nee Varenam en daivakumara, daivakumara


Nee en hrithil nin simhasanathe
Priyamodu udan sthapichidenam

Nee en hrithil nin simhasanathe
Priyamodu udan sthapichidenam


Moksha Rajyathil Ninnu ezhunalli
Nee Varenam en daivakumara, daivakumara

Nee en jeevanum snehavum ellam
Ayi vazhenam ennullil ennum

Nee en jeevanum snehavum ellam
Ayi vazhenam ennullil ennum





Moksha Rajyathil Ninnu ezhunalli
Nee Varenam en daivakumara, daivakumara,daivakumara




Wednesday, October 10, 2012

The Orphan needs care


The Orphan Needs Care:
It was raining heavily outside. Jared opened the front door to see whether the rain had stopped, half cursing the lightning and the rain. Jared was a man in his late thirties, he was wearing an apron above his normal dress, he was clutching a long kitchen knife which had stains of blood and fresh blood drops could be seen on his apron. He locked the door with his keys and kept the keys and knife on the table and moved upstairs. The door of the room was half closed, he slightly opened the room, allowing a beam of light to fall on the floor, and otherwise the room was dark.
A small whining could be heard, as if it was a silent cry. He put on the light in the room and a girl of nearly twelve years was tied on the bed, she was lying with her face facing upwards, her hands tied on both sides of the bed, as if she was in a cross and her legs were tied together with thick ropes. She was struggling to free herself but was unable to move much and a piece of cloth was used to cover her mouth, tied behind her head, which made her unable to speak.
Jared moved forward and removed the cloth from her mouth. She cried:”Please, leave me free, it’s paining. “
Jared:” You know I can’t do that. I can never let you free. I will bring you dinner, so stay calm. Even if you cry, nobody is gonna hear it over the rain and lightning, so don’t waste your energy. Don’t make me do something that I would have to repent again in my life.”
Jared quickly moved downstairs hearing the telephone ringing. He picked it up. There was a female voice on the other end:” Hey Jared, where are you, I thought you agreed to pick me up today.”
Jared:” Not today Ann, we can have a talk later.”
Ann:” But aren’t I supposed to meet Jenny today?”
Jared:” We can have this talk later Ann, bit busy now.” Jared hung up the telephone. He could see the adoption papers near the telephone. He read the words on the document ”….would be held responsible for physically, emotionally, mentally and financially supporting Jenny and…” He gave a smirk at the document, put his i phone headset enjoying the music and moved to the kitchen.

Ann drove her car near the front gate of Jared’s house. She stopped the engine and opened the door, the rain was heavy, and so she ran towards the front door. She banged on the front door to no avail. She took the extra keys of the house from her bag and opened the door. The rooms were dimly lit with candles as the power supply had either failed due to the adverse conditions outside or it was kept that way.
There was movement near the kitchen and Ann moved towards the kitchen, when she heard a shriek coming from upstairs, she stopped and listened to check whether it was some sound from outside which she had interpreted as coming from inside. The sound was coming again, as if someone was trying to move a heavy object, scratching against the floor. Ann quickly moved upstairs and in to the first room on the left from where the sound was coming.
Ann was shocked to see the scene in front of her, a girl was tied to the bed and she was struggling hard to escape, there were bruises on her wrists and legs where the ropes had tightened in her effort to loosen herself from them. She saw Ann coming in and cried out:”Please, help me before he comes back.”
Ann:”Are you Jenny?”
The girl nodded as if in agreement. She seemed too tired to even speak, her eyes were swollen due to crying and she was literally tired from her efforts to loosen the ropes that tied her. Ann quickly loosened the ropes; it was not an easy task as Jared had tied them really well. Ann looked in the nearby drawer and found a scissors which she used to cut open the ropes. Jenny leaned on Ann as if she needed a support after long hours being tied to a bed.
“What the hell are you doing?” Jared came rushing in to the room. He tried to get hold of Jenny, but Ann pushed him. He tried to thwart Ann and clutch Jenny, but slipped and fell to the ground. Jenny quickly took the scissors and plunged him in the neck. Jared cried out in agony, when Jenny plunged the scissors twice, and he was dead. Ann was awestruck.
Jenny:” I am sorry, he did all kinds of bad things to me, he adopted me and pledged that he would take care of me, but he didn't. Please help me.”
Ann was unable to utter words; she held Jenny close to her and moved downstairs. Jenny was almost swaying, as if she would fall asleep due to tiredness. Ann kept her bag on the table to support Jenny.
Ann:”Hey, don’t fall, do you want something to eat.”
Jenny mumbled feebly which sounded like a yes.
Ann:”Stay here, I will be back.”
Ann moved to the kitchen. She saw cooked chicken in a plate and an apron covered in blood near the counter, probably from cutting the chicken as chicken waste was kept in a nearby bag which also contained blood. She took the chicken and a loaf of bread from a nearby cupboard and went to Jenny. She was sitting on the floor with eyes closed. Ann touched her and she opened her eyes and took the bread from her hands and started eating quickly with the chicken. Ann turned to take her bag and found that the table was empty. Suddenly something cold plunged in to her back, it was sheer pain at first, blood flowing out of her body, and she was feeling numb, as she turned back. Jenny was holding a long kitchen knife with blood dripping out of it.
Ann:”Why?”
Jenny:” He adopted me to take care of me, now he takes more time for you. I cannot let that happen, so I destroyed every picture of yours in this house when he told he was going to marry you. I told I will kill you and so he tied me up. You don’t know how much an orphan has to suffer, an orphan needs care, love and I couldn't let that go away. If he can’t have time for me, then he shouldn't have time for anyone.”
Jenny was shivering while Ann was dead, in a pool of her own blood. Jenny took the bag from behind her and walked outside, in to the rain.



Tuesday, October 9, 2012

The Last Person to Stand--my short story


The last person to stand:

The dungeon was cold and was made with damp rocks, water flowing through the cracks and dripping on the floor, making sudden ripples of pools on the ground and the sound reverberating inside the dungeon. George was walking to and fro, anxious as he was, his hands were clasped behind his back and his clothes were shaggy and torn.
“Please help me, somebody please help me….”, he cried out to the dark corners of the dungeons, his voice deeply echoing in the empty tunnel, giving a grotesque effect to the whole scene. A mobile lay near him, the battery was drained off and it was switched off, he had made the last call to his cousin brother Robert telling to help him; he told he was trapped in a dungeon underneath somewhere in Italy, he was not able to say which one, the battery had drained and the mobile switched  off. He was sure his cousin would find him, but he was becoming desperate in the dungeon.
On the far end of the dungeon, there was a portrait on which was painted the dungeon, the central portion of the portrait was empty with little shade colouring as if it had to be completed later. George came and took his painting brush, he was about to do 2 strokes on the portrait, but thought of something and kept the brush down. He couldn’t draw the portrait, he needed some help. He needed Robert’s arrival and his escape from the dungeon.
A movement was heard on the other side, George silently listened to that, he was accustomed to the movements of rats inside the dungeon, but this sound was not feeble, but steady footsteps.
“Help me”, George cried out. A man in his early twenties came running towards George. He looked deeply worried by the looks of George
“Robert, you came at last, I thought I would be wasted here”, George was crying while he hugged Robert, the other man who came in to the dungeon.
Robert:”How did you get trapped here, were you preparing to do a portrait, I thought it would take me ages to discover where you are?” he looked at the portrait on the far end of the room.
George:” Yes, kind of my masterpieces it will be. The one painting you did in Venice is really praise worthy, many say they are better than the ones I have done in Florence. It was great indeed to hear that.”
Robert:”It was you who turned me in to a painter. Talents that can match with you are no longer in this world, am just a mere artist.”
George:” Humbleness is your greatest attribute. I wanted to give you a present for rescuing me from this dungeon.”
Robert:” What present?”
George took his golden coated brush from inside his robes and showed Robert. It was the most elegant and magnificent brush that George used for selected paintings he did for chapels or select personalities. No one was ever given the brush due to its uniqueness, the fine strokes they provide and the overall elegance and comfort in using the brush.
George:” Will you accept this my present?”
Robert:”Well, yes, I can definitely use this for the Assumption of Madonna, Looks from heaven painting am doing. It’s really nice of you to provide me this.”
George pointed the brush to Robert who gently moved forward to take the brush; suddenly a knife appeared in the other hand of George which he plunged in to the neck of Robert. Robert was awe-struck, blood flowing continuously from the wound, while he clutched his neck in disbelief and fell to the floor, shivering and asking:”Why?”
George began to laugh, as if he was mad:” It was I who taught you how to use colours and paints, but you tend to overshadow me. People say once you complete the Madonna, I won’t be needed by anyone as all will be following you. I can’t allow this. Twenty years it has been, I got the glory as the one who came to replace Da Vinci and Botticelli, the one who can make Michelangelo a run for his money, but you came and you think you can replace me, the one who created Venus: the beauty of a flower and Hades and Poseidon? This will be my masterpiece portrait: The last person to stand: Murder in the dungeon, I will draw this picture of your murder with this brush and will regain the lost glory I had. I will be the last to stand in the glory of Italian painters and your name will be forgotten.”
Robert closed his eyes and his breathing stopped, while George dipped the brush slightly in the blood and mixed it with his paint and moved forwards to complete his masterpiece portrait.

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Heroine movie review

Well...It was time when the well awaited movie from Madhur Bhandarkar got released..Heroine was in the news for a while when Aishwarya Rai was replaced by Kareena Kapoor and she saying the movie as a milestone in her career. I had great expectations when I heard about the new movie from Bhandarkar as he never disappointed me with such movies like Page 3 and Fashion, where he openly showed things that happened behind the scenes in the glamour industry..As for Heroine, I was disappointed, there is nothing new that Bhandarkar had to offer in the film rather than the same set of events, which are very much predictable.

The movie shows lights on various characters who bears resemblance to real life characters, a Khan superstar who has a posessive wife who even decides his heroines to a Punjabi cricketer who dates only heroines, but the depth of the movie looses as it moves forward and the story line becomes more and more predictable. The lead actress Kareena had done a splendid acting, but in certain scenes she looses her natural acting and her struggle to keep performing is clear on stage, her character has some shades of real life heroines including her and that makes the story look good, but again and again the story has nothing more to offer and predictability kills the film at times. The only new thing I felt was the lesbian affair it showed between  heroines including the character Mahi played by Kareena.

The star performer of the movie was Randeep Hooda, who plays Indian cricket vice captain who dates Kareena for a while and later breaks up when she gives importance to career over marriage. Hooda has impressed me and many critics who watched the film, and as we all said his performance gets bigger and better each time and his presence and acting skills never fades throughout the film. Arjun Rampal does his part well, but Hooda has clearly stolen the show with his brilliant acting especially the break up scene with Kareena. Though Mughda Godse and Helen did their roles, roles are too short to even comment on them and the film focuses on their stories less.

The film shows that glamour and fame gives us a lot but takes from us a lot and this remains the central theme. Mahi, comes from a troubled family and makes it big in Bollywood and later faces tough times until finally she decides to give up even her name and lives as a normal person abroad (though this is a bit unbeleivable). The songs are not that catchy, but the presence of Kareena definitely adds brand value to the film, may be a one time watch, but Bhandarkar fans are definitely going to be disappointed.


Wednesday, September 19, 2012

One of my favourite songs lyrics...Tujhe bhula diya from Anjaana Anjaani movie

Naina lageeyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina lageeyan baarishan
Rove palkan de kone vich neendh meri
Naina laggeyan baarishan
Hanju digde ne chot lage dil te
Naina laggeyan baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di chaa gayi

Kaali kaali khaali raaton se
Hone lagi hai dosti
Khoya khoya inn raahon mein
Ab mera kuch bhi nahi
Har pal har lamha
Main kaise sehta hoon
Har pal har lamha
Main khudh se yeh kehta rehta hoon
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya

Teri yaadon mein likhe jo lafz dete hai sunayi
Beetay lamhe poochte hai kyun hue aise judaa
Khuda, khuda mila jo yeh faasla hai
Khuda tera hi yeh faisla hai
Khuda hona tha woh ho gaya
Jo tune tha likha

Kaali kaali khaali raaton se
Hone lagi hai dosti
Khoya khoya inn raahon mein
Ab mera kuch bhi nahi
Har pal har lamha
Main kaise sehta hoon
Har pal har lamha
Main khudh se yeh kehta rehta hoon
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya

Naina lageeyan baarishan
Te sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina lageeyan baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di cha gayi

Do pal tujhse juda tha
Aise phir rasta muda tha
Tujhse mein khone laga
Juda jaise hone laga
Mujhse kuch mera


Tu hi meri liye ab kar dua
Tu hi iss dard se kar de juda
Tera hoke tera jo main na raha
Main yeh khud se kehta hoon

Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya oh
Mujhe rula diya

[Extra Movie Version Below]
Tu nahin toh, inn labon pe ik shikaayat reh gayi hai
Door hi jab karna tha toh paas kyun laaya batah
Khuda kabhi tujhe bhi toh pyaar hoga
Khuda judaa tera yaar hoga
Khuda jaanega tu faaslon ka hai yeh dard kya

Jagjit Singh Film song Lyrics " Kiska Chehra Ab Main Dekhoon "

Chaand bhi dekha
Phool bhi dekha
Baadal bijli titli jugnu
Koi nahin hai aisa
Tera husn hai jaisa
Tera husn hai jaisa

Meri nigaah ne ye kaisa khwaab dekha hai
Zameen pe chalta hua mahathab dekha hai

Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar
Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar
Kiska chehra
Kiska chehra ab main dekhoon 
Tera chehra dekhkar
Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar

Neend bhi dekhi
Khwaab bhi dekha
Neend bhi dekhi
Khwaab bhi dekha
Choodi bindiya darpan khushboo
Koi nahin hai aisa
Tera pyaar hai jaisa
Tera pyaar hai jaisa

Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar
Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar
Kiska chehra
Kiska chehra ab main dekhoon 
Tera chehra dekhkar
Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar

Rang bhi dekha
Roop bhi dekha
Rang bhi dekha 
Roop bhi dekha
Rasta manzil saahil mehfil
Koi nahin hai aisa
Tera saath hai jaisa
Tera saath hai jaisa

Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar
Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar
Kiska chehra
Kiska chehra ab main dekhoon 
Tera chehra dekhkar
Meri aankhon ne chuna hai tujhko duniya dekhkar

Bahut khoobsuat hai aankhein tumhaari
Bana dijiye inko kismat hamari
Usay aur kya chaahiye zindagi mein
Jise mil gayi mohabbat tumhari